The Blind Spot presentation I prepared for Research Methods 1 demonstrates a version of my practice. I didn’t have an object or a thing to discuss, but I was interested in blinds spots within one’s practice, life and research. It made sense to show the hypnotic motion piece called Blind Spot by Roland Schimmel, while talking about how we explore, learn and experience the unknown. The project drew upon memories, conversations, associations, experiences, but ultimately the story materialised through journaling. Reading the journal entry aloud as though it were a script was not something I had previously done. However, adopting different methods and strategies is part of my everyday practice.
The Blind Spot presentation didn’t start when the task was set, as related ideas were being discussed and experienced well before. The work didn’t finish once it was delivered as the ideas it captured continue to grow and form a base for further exploration. This approach makes for a messy process and question why I continue to muddy the waters when clarity is what I pursue.
Thinking about this predicament through James Turrell’s work Backside of the Moon helps me to understand as the artwork wouldn’t exist if the lights were switched on — the work requires you to settle into the darkness and only as time passes things begin to appear. If you look at anything closely over the course of time the story is bound to change — this is the message I take from experiencing the James Turrell piece Backside of the Moon.
Having no clear approach to generating solutions does leave you feeling vulnerable and means accepting uncertainty seems a vital component of the design process. Society is not comfortable with uncertainty and frankly, neither am I. We crave clarity, feel safe with clear labels, and seek explicit knowledge, despite the fact much doesn’t conform.
I’m not claiming anything about the Blind Spot presentation was of great importance; I am merely looking at what is already there. I will continue to reflect on what has already past — constantly changing the way in which I view it — trying to adjust my proximately and the lens I view it through. I hope this process will deepen my understanding of my practice and help me better understand how we can work with uncertainty.